Published January 25, 2015 by katysoqewl

The next day I woke up with a new lease on life and an overwhelming zeal.. I was going to be the first one to awake with a new spirit… People pass away, and one day I will too, but until then, I can’t keep mourning over the events of the past and keep questioning Allahs will, I need to learn to accept things as they are and move on..
I sat on my musalllah after fajr and cried my heart out.. It was the only way I was going to get past this… Eventually when my legs had absorbed almost all the cold from the floor, I jumped back into bed.. I felt as though a huge burden had been removed from my shoulders… Later on I went to go and see how mum was doing and found her with tears streaming down her face.. “You know your ma treated me like I was a princess up till the day she died.. She never once made me feel like an in-law and advices lie, a mother.. She looked after me when I wasn’t well and even did my wawar”
“I know mum..” I hugged her and she sobbed
I gave her closure in the Ayat of the quraan.. In Surah yunus Allah says,”It is he(Allah) who gives life, and causes death and to him you (all) shall return..” Surah Yunus





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