Published May 3, 2015 by katysoqewl
The boys in the higher grades at school all started talking to me and not secretly or anything.. Break time they would merely stop by and ask me personal questions and I never thought anything of it. My class friends never use to speak to me so I use to go and sit with my older “friends”.. 
Then one Friday night, they were all going out to the movies and since I didn’t want to go with my class friends for a sleep over, i decided that I will go with them.. Like I said my parents are t that strict.. I dressed up and curled my hair and left the house.. One of Zineerah’s (my older friend) boy friend came to pick me up and it felt a bit awkward, since we were the only two into the car.. He said that everyone else was coming just now… We got to the movie theatre and waited in line to get our popcorn, when I saw one my dads friends with his family.. I waved and he didn’t wave back.. He just gave me a look. Like what the hell are you doing with a boy alone here ??
I’m glad he didn’t tell my dad or else he would have taken away my phone.. They arrived eventually and we had a blast of a time.. I went home and headed straight to bed after getting comfy… I was SOOO tired.. But before I could do this, my phone started to ring.. I answered and it was Naazif (that guy that’s older than me and we sort of have a thing).. We spoke and spoken and spoke and eventually I got tired and we said our goodnights with love you’s and the  works.. I had a huge smile on my face when I went to sleep and oh well I did for quite some time.. Then,all my older friends had to go to high school and they didn’t want to be in this school, so they left, leaving me in the shadows… I was utterly lost, until I found a girl in my class who i could do stuff with.. She really wasn’t my cup of tea, but desperate circumstances call for desperate measures… I actually started to like her a little bit… Then there came another girl in the picture, who changed everything.. At this point, Naazif and I were still “dating” and I kept in touch with my other friends.. This other girl, wanted to be Maseeha’s friend but not mine… I was like what the hell??? She and Maseeha became pretty close and started hanging out like a lot.. I was getting really frustrated about loosing my only friend and i became edgy about everything.. At the same time, my bigger brother found out about Naazif and he told my parents.. Oh boy. I got grounded and scolded and my phone taken away.. Everything was going upside down.. 

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