My life is somewhat more free, even though we were never together, I always felt like he had a leash on me and I could never escape it, but I think finally I’m off that leash and living my life like how I ought to.. And I can say that I’ve regretted it, but I think if I never had e experience, there would have always been that part of me that wonders what it was like, and so, I learned a lot and have learnt things no, book is going to.. Because in the movies and books, they always end up together, no matter what happens and they are happy… But, it’s not like that.. Sometimes you have everything you need before your very eyes, but are just too blind to see it, and this was the case with me.. I had a best friend, and he treated me better than most girls are treated and I realized that you don’t need a guy in your life, you just need people who respect and honor you..
You know they say love is sacrificial, and I think that may be correct, because when you “love” someone, you sacrifice so much, without the person even knowing and that’s why, love before marriage can only lead to heartbreak and despair.. So, from one nerd to another, my advice
“The decisions you make today, affect the position you in tomorrow.. Choose wisely”